So Tired…
There are days, and the last few have been among them, when I feel like I’m just barely keeping shit together. It’s not even that there is some big overhanging thing that needs taking care of. Still, all the little insignifia that is life feels barely contained. Things like paying bills. Being even marginally productive at work. Maintaining the minimum in those very few relationships that I have in my life. Even keeping up on those things I claim to truly enjoy. All is a struggle.
I believe I’m likely suffering with undiagnosed ADHD, but I can’t even fucking gather myself enough to even look how to get started addressing that.
Just so tired…